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Tormented Tranquility

A motionless mind, tired of thinking and expecting what was to be done, now has arrived at a stage where it does not have to think and expect anything. Time is a winner, or it is a looser - can’t be concluded. Silence has ruled all the everlasting moments, promises and trust. It has ruled over so flawlessly that there is not even a chance for the memories to pop-out and say ‘hey, we exist’. Silence still speaks, thousands and thousands of words all together, it speaks of what went wrong, why did we reach here and what is next… but it has ruled the minds. As I stand on the thin red line between what does tomorrow has to show and what has yesterday given me, I have no reservations made. My mind is motionless. Rolling on the ambiguity of what happened on the other side and then coming back to senses, mind traveled and took a heavenly ride… a big, gigantic ride through the silence and made me fall on face, right on the ground. And that it took me uncountable measures and screams for someone to pull me out and make me stand. But no one ever dared.

And now, as I stand and take a step ahead, I have no idea of what would be the consequences… because I know I am going to fall even harder. There is still a mountain to climb. They say it is the ‘mountain of sorrow’. Where only truth spits on your face and only reality hits you hard. And I find a empty note in my pocket, when opened said ‘Be prepared’. I look at the mountain, it is surrounded by plumes of smoke merging in the deep sky. Deep dark and ugly looking mountain of sorrow. There is no time to waste, the journey has already begun, if I halt here I may die. Now I have to keep walking and cross this mountain. Face the storm of hatred and feel the tormented tranquility. Plead for hope; pray for reasons as reality shows itself. My mind is crashed and has become motionless and my heart beat has slowed down. As I breathe, the killing silence yelling behind me trying to pull me back. I have to make my way, a way over the mountain and across.

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Death of a Martian

Its seems like a 10,000 years after I am posting anything on my blog. And during this time, I was a little too busy, sometimes very busy and sometimes - did not feel like posting anything. I dont like posting on this blog anymore. As I my posts get hardly any comments. Feels bad (ekaant mein rone jaisa). Life is life, moves on and won't have any effect even though my blog shuts.

So I am signing off. Take care love you all. Thanks for all your efforts on those (hardly any)comments