Change

What is this chill at my heel
That makes the protections I've built around my pseudo world premiere
Tearing my utopian fiction apart as it happens to just pass along

I feel a change coming on
Rolling out of the blue like a storm
Crashing against my delirious thoughts where humanity's waiting alone

Lonely

I'm tired of these lonely nights
Where everything seems out of sight
And I see no light
Sure, I've reached those heights
Where I feel happy
And free
But then I'm just thrown back down
It hurts so much when I hit the ground
I feel bound…
To you…
Nothing else matters when you're in view
The world around me just fades
But when you're gone, out of the shadows come the blades
Watching the blood pour out of veins, as it cascades
I feel like it's true
I feel like I love you
But how could someone be so rude
And have no effect? I'm still glued-
Tied to you
Maybe it has to do with what we did
I was just a mindless kid…
Hell, I still am
You just don't understand how much I'm longing to hold your hand
There's no other woman
That could ever compare with you, and where you stand
You mean too much
You've somehow become my whole heart
I hope this isn't just the start
Half of me wants to be over you
While half still wants to love you
But what am I supposed to do?
This is a war
And I created it by opening the door
Too soon… I just wanted to be yours
Lord…
Please help me, help me be free
Tell me where she stands, tell me what she's supposed to be
Until then, I'll wait patiently…

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- the POET in ME!!!