Friday, October 21, 2011

What if?

What if I make up to it?
Your silence.
Will it break?
Promises fallen.
Deices of brain thinking.
What if I make a start?
A start that will make things happen for us.
What if?

What if the world stops?
Between our deeds we envy.
Our dreams crashing down.
Our hopes been mended forever.
Thoughts that never met.
What if?


What if I stand?
With my foot in the door.
If I assume the world has scattered.
Finally to a mess that maps.
The reasons for our differences.
A word to die for.
what if?

Wednesday, August 17, 2011

All the way

Seems to matter what I do, so I'm saving this 4 U
Cos it seems to be the last piece there is
And you haven't had a chance yet to taste this
Fragments of a life you shouldn't miss

Seems to matter what I say, so I'll hold my tongue at bay
And rather use my mouth to kiss your frown away
So your doubts no longer darken your day
So you can hold your head up high come what may

So please remember that I'm gonna follow through all the way

Cos it seems to matter where I go, I will always let you know
That the place where I am is never far
You know, you're not alone, don't be alarmed
I'll find you no matter where you are

So please remember that I'm gonna follow through all the way

Oh my love, if it's all I can do, I'll take the fall 4 U
Cos I will soar when I lay down with you and give my all 4 U

Wednesday, August 10, 2011

Thursday, August 4, 2011

The Poet And The Muse

There's an old town wrought with mystery of Tom.
The poet and his muse and the magic lake,
Which gave a life to the words the poet used.
Now the muse she was his happiness,
And he rhymed about her grace.
And told her stories of treasures deep beneath the blackened waves.

Till in the stillness of one dawn
still in its mystic crown.
The muse she went down to the lake,
And in the waves she drowned.

And now to see your love set free.
You will need the witches cabin key.
Find the lady of the light gone mad with the night,
that's how you reshape destiny.

The Poet came down to the lake to call out to his dear.
When there was no answer, he was overcome with fear.
He searched in vain for his treasure lost, and too soon the night would fall.
And only his own echo would wail back at his call.
And when he swore to bring back his love by the stories hed create.
Nightmares shifted endlessly in the darkness of the lake.

And now to see your love set free.
You will need the witches cabin key.
Find the lady of the light gone mad with the night,
that's how you reshape destiny.

In the dead of night she came to him with darkness in her eyes.
Wearing a mourning gown, sweet words as her disguise.
He took her in without a word, for he saw his grave mistake.
And vowed them both to silence, deep beneath the lake.
Now if its real or just a dream. One mystery remains.
For it is said on moonless nights they may still haunt this place.

And now to see your love set free.
You will need the witches cabin key.
Find the lady of the light gone mad with the night,
that's how you reshape destiny.

And now to see your love set free.
You will need the witches cabin key.
Find the lady of the light gone mad with the night,
that's how you reshape destiny.

Monday, July 25, 2011

Change

What is this chill at my heel
That makes the protections I've built around my pseudo world premiere
Tearing my utopian fiction apart as it happens to just pass along

I feel a change coming on
Rolling out of the blue like a storm
Crashing against my delirious thoughts where humanity's waiting alone

Thursday, July 14, 2011

Lonely

I'm tired of these lonely nights
Where everything seems out of sight
And I see no light
Sure, I've reached those heights
Where I feel happy
And free
But then I'm just thrown back down
It hurts so much when I hit the ground
I feel bound…
To you…
Nothing else matters when you're in view
The world around me just fades
But when you're gone, out of the shadows come the blades
Watching the blood pour out of veins, as it cascades
I feel like it's true
I feel like I love you
But how could someone be so rude
And have no effect? I'm still glued-
Tied to you
Maybe it has to do with what we did
I was just a mindless kid…
Hell, I still am
You just don't understand how much I'm longing to hold your hand
There's no other woman
That could ever compare with you, and where you stand
You mean too much
You've somehow become my whole heart
I hope this isn't just the start
Half of me wants to be over you
While half still wants to love you
But what am I supposed to do?
This is a war
And I created it by opening the door
Too soon… I just wanted to be yours
Lord…
Please help me, help me be free
Tell me where she stands, tell me what she's supposed to be
Until then, I'll wait patiently…

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- the POET in ME!!!

Monday, June 13, 2011

Too Many Tears

I used to be the man for you
Did everything you wanted me to
So tell me, baby, what did I do wrong

I told you what you wanted to know
Precious secrets never spoken before
All I'm asking, where did I go wrong

Some things are better left unsaid
But all I do is cry instead
Now I've cried me a river
Thinking how it used to be

And there've been too many tears falling
And there've been too many hearts breaking in two
Remember what we had together
Believing it would last forever
So tell me, baby, where did I go wrong

Everything I had was yours
More than I have ever given before
So won't you tell me did I hurt you so bad

I guess I'm fooling myself
'Cause I want you and no one else
And I can't understand
Why you're doing these things to me

And there've been too many tears falling
And there've been too many hearts breaking in two
Remember what we had together
Believing it would last forever
So tell me, baby, where did I go wrong
Where did I go wrong

Now my heart is breaking
My whole world is shaking
'Cause I can't understand
Why you're doing these things to me

There've been too many tears falling
And there've been too many hearts breaking in two
Remember what we had together
Believing it would last forever
So tell me, baby, where did I go wrong
Where did I go wrong
Where did I go wrong
Where did I go wrong

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Essential WhiteSnake. Love to play the acoustic version (and I play it "well").

Wednesday, May 25, 2011

Orenthra's Birth

In the age of loneliness and sorrow,
Was a whipped deplete tribe
That lived
They mourned and hoped for the new tomorrow,
They lurked and prayed
To see…

There were flying dragons and armored fiends,
Who made their way from the north
For a kill…
They butchered and beheaded all as they carried,
Blood on their swords and daggers
If you see…

The tribe, deprived, and mourned as they’d lost,
Their women, sons, closed ones
And family…

Sadness subjugated as hope had eluded but no one could know…
That was the night when all had gathered together, the devil, the demon and the ghosts.
And to summon all deaths and frights, was born with her first breath and sights
filled with hope that would relinquish the twinge and bend the bleakness of orphans whine.

She cleaned and healed the tribe with love, and all sang the holy songs…
They’d sacrificed the mourns of the bygones, the lost, the pain and the tragedy.
And yet they were haunted by the same fears they were stronger in their minds
filled with hope and agony that would vanquish the upcoming shadows of the deep dark rhymes.


And then they were back from the north
Those dragons and armored fiends,
For their kill…
The tribe was prepared for redemption
To justify their power and rage they had
To be…

And as they entered whistling the woods,
they had the same old prophecy,
To kill…
And the armed ones surprised, their balls dropped off,
when they saw their dragons bleed,
To death…

There she was standing with those eyes,
that howled their names and a surprise,
As she…
Tilted her palm and made them growl,
They yelled for their lives,
And pled…

Orenthra,
No!
Orenthra,
No!
Orenthra

Orenthra

Tuesday, May 24, 2011

Skid Row

Sebastian Bach, the voice of the band Skid Row, was one of the best of his time of metal and rock. Bach, known for his voice and hard-hitting lyrics, is also known for many other incidences that add to his fame. During the late 80's when the band did not have a lead vocal, the bands guitarist Dave Sabo approached his friend Bon Jovi for the role. Bach was noticed when he singing in the wedding of rock photographer Mark Weiss. Later years, Bach was criticized for performing wearing a T-shirt which read "AIDS kills fags dead" which he claimed that he was not aware if he was wearing it. Bach has performed with GNR and Metallica on the same stage.

Bach was fired from the band when he agreed on performing for a show where Skid Row was to perform in an opening act. This was the concert for the legendary band KISS. But, the bandmates did not agree upon Bach's dicission telling him that Skid Row was too big for performing the opening act. Bach left a message on one of the bandmates anserwing machine telling him that the band was never enough to open up for KISS. Ironically, four years later, Skid Row was one of the opening acts for the KISS Farewell tour.

Thursday, May 19, 2011

To Bid You Farewell



I am awaiting the sunlight
Gazing modestly through the coldest morning
Once it came you lied
Embracing us over autumn's proud treetops

I stand motionless
In a parade of falling rain
Your voice I cannot hear
As I am falling again

Devotion eludes
And in sadness I lumber
In my own ashes I am standing without a soul

She wept and whispered: "I know..."

We walked into the night
Am I to bid you farewell?
Why can't you see that I try
When every tear I shed is for you?

Tuesday, May 10, 2011

Face Of Melinda

By the turnstile beckons a damsel fair
The face of Melinda neath blackened hair
No joy would flicker in her eyes
Brooding sadness came to a rise

Words would falter to atone
Failure had passed the stepping stone
She had sworn her vows to another
This is when no-one will bother

And conceded pain in crumbling mirth
A harlot of God upon the earth
Found where she sacrificed her ways
That hollow love in her face

Still I plotted to have her back
The contentment that would fill the crack
My soul released a fluttering sigh
This day fell, the darkness nigh

I took her by the hand to say
All faith forever has been washed away
I returned for you in great dismay
Come with me, far away to stay

Endlessly gazing in nocturnal prime
She spoke of her vices and broke the rhyme
But baffled herself with the final line
My promise is made but my heart is thine


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Strange. It's an awesome song from the band Opeth. I was flabbergasted when I read its meaning. I was numb.

Monday, April 25, 2011

No End, No Beginning

I feel your touch light up a wild desire
Borne on my ache to take us ever higher
In our love we are birds of prey
Every cry serves to lead astray

So carry my ache and you will know the feeling
Inside I am weak but for this love I'm bearing
So breathe your life in my shades of grey
Or kill the lights and we'll fade away

Wednesday, March 9, 2011

Delicious

I hear a sigh, longing for loving in this life
The how and the why, that keeps us running through the night
Touching divine, for me it has only your face
I'm looking to find pieces of wisdom I've misplaced

I don't make the rules dear
You don't hear the symphony I hear
We don't get a dollar bill for every shining tear

Fictitious and so real
Love's a onetime deal
With a delicious dark appeal
And a religious kind of zeal, yeah
So precious, yet surreal
Life's a onetime deal
With a delicious dark appeal
And a religious kind of zeal, yeah

Witnessing fault in every pawn in the game
The only one called proudly answers to my name
No I don't know why love is a thief in the night
The one that you try, is your most devoted guide

We don't make the rules dear
We don't hear the symphony they hear
We don't get a dollar bill for every shining tear

Fictitious and so real
Love's a onetime deal
With a delicious dark appeal
And a religious kind of zeal, yeah
So precious, yet surreal
Life's a onetime deal
With a delicious dark appeal
And a religious kind of zeal, yeah

So thank you for choosing me, playing me, displaying me
And selling me to slavery, yeah
Thank you for using me, flaying me, erasing me
Awarding me for bravery

Fictitious and so real
Love's a onetime deal
With a delicious dark appeal
And a religious kind of zeal, yeah
So precious, yet surreal
Life's a onetime deal
With a delicious dark appeal
And a religious kind of zeal, yeah

Tuesday, March 1, 2011

Heal My Wounds

I burn to make you understand
One wrong word and it all may come crashing down
For the fates are devious by heart
They envy you your dreams, so they'll let you drown

And there is no why, there is no how, it's like the sky, just one free flow
But you're here right now, and this is your show, so take a bow, cos the show is on right...

Here and now with all dreams realized
Would you choose still more time to do
Don't fall down when it's time to arise
No-one else can heal your wounds

Once again taboo becomes your law
What you want seems taken by another tide turning
Away from our flower field where we used to lay beneath the sky,
riding dreams to some other side

Do they burn, the wishes whispered, like secrets, they yearn, just to be heard
I'm done with questions, I have no answers, the choice is yours, cos the show is on right...

Here and now with all dreams realized
Would you choose still more time to do
Don't fall down when it's time to arise
No-one else can heal my wounds

The bigger the lies
The more they want to believe them
And like a vice
Hold on to what they believe in

Here and now with all dreams realized
Would you choose still more time to do
Don't fall down when it's time to arise
No-one else can heal my wounds



Here and now with all dreams realized
Would you choose still more time to do
Don't fall down cos I need you to rise
No-one else can heal my wounds

Monday, February 14, 2011

Overboard

I see you crying and it rains, washing away the bad days, washing away the pain loss brings...

And then you smile though it aches, cos you don't believe in mistakes, just that we made a mess of things...

When the deal that you made with love is just a one way street, a one way street, you feel you'll go overboard, cos you're incomplete, incomplete.

You're not afraid to rely on any way you can try to learn to make some sense of things.

And the way you say we'll get by, with a little laugh we can fly, you know the measure of hope that brings.

When the deal that you made with love is just a one way street, a one way street, you feel you'll go overboard, cos you're incomplete, incomplete.

I hear you laughing like a child, instead of choking all riled, instead of staring at shortcomings.

Just like the rain when you cried washed all the stains of false pride,

you'll learn to make the best of things.

Have a little more of not enough
More of what is less but isn't love
Little of the same you're dreaming of
That's enough, that's enough.

The deal that you made with love is just a one way street, a one way street, you feel you'll go overboard, cos you're incomplete, incomplete.

Wednesday, February 9, 2011

My Playlist =|

I would like to share my playlist which keeps playing on my iPod infinite times. These songs are a part of my routine and my ongoing activities. The first list is when I play when I am bored, feeling suffocated within or when I feel like dumping everything I have and running away somewhere. The songs rather speak my mind out.

Here it goes:

10. Unforgiven - Metallica
9. Almost Easy - Avenged Sevenfold
8. Crawling in Dark - Hoobastank
7. Breaking the Law - Judas Priests
6. Turn the Page - Metallica
5. Lift - Poets of The Fall
4. Like Suicide - Seether
3. Orion - Metallica
2. Please - Staind
1. Breakdown - Tantric

The next is my very best. The works of heaviest hard rock bands who have rocked the world. This one's when it is hard to concentrate.

5. Wasted Time - Skid Row
4. Shake me Down - cage the Elephant
3. Santa Monica - Theory of a Deadman
2. New Divide - Linkin Park
1. It's been a While - Staind


Death Metal Favorites

3. Windowpane - Opeth
2. As The Palaces Burn - Lamb of God
1. In The Mist She Was Standing - Opeth

Other bad a$$ playlist:

Is This Love - Whitesnake
In Trance - Scorpions
I Found You - L.A. Guns
Fuel - Metallica
Whiskey in The Jar - Metallica
F* MLYHM - Seether
Bad Girlfriend - Theory of a Deadman
By My Side - 3 doors down
Dreaming wide Awake - Poets of The Fall
The Dance of Eternity - Dream Theater
Creeping Death - Metallica
Lovedrive - Scorpions
Passion Color's Everything - Poets of The Fall
King of Fools - Poets of The Fall
Nobody's Fool - Cinderella
High Enough - Damn Yankees
Paranoid - Black Sabbath
Come As You Are - Nirvana
Dani California - Red Hot Chilli Peppers
Save Me - Poets of The Fall
Rime of the Ancient Marinier - Iron Maiden
Wild World - Jimmy Cliff
Down In Mexico - The coasters
Sorrow - Pink Floyd (P.U.L.S.E edtn)
Another Brick In The Wall II - Pink Floyd
Livin on a Prayer - Jon bon Jovi
Last Resort - Papa Roach
Attack - 30 seconds to Mars

Tuesday, February 1, 2011

Tuesday, January 18, 2011

Rewind

What do we have but illusions where one man's absolute is another's choice
Giving in to confusion, till love and hate both tempt with the same voice
Won't you take me to a higher ground, I need to see again the way I'm bound
N' choose the uneasy redemption, run by fear and the flaws of attraction

Rewind, I wanna go it again, light up the dark, halo on the side
So I'll know it will not leave me wanting, I see my heart, waving me bye-bye
Rewind, I wanna go it again, light up the dark, halo on the side

If life itself has a meaning, is it anything more than what we choose to call it
Sweet words make appealing, but they only serve to mask the smell of what you buried
Is it worth your while to spend on a lie, even though you cannot see eye to eye
N' give in to the rumor seduction, run by fear and all the good intentions

Rewind, I wanna go it again, light up the dark, halo on the side
So I'll know it will not leave me wanting, like my love, kissing me good bye
Rewind, I wanna go it again, light up the dark, halo on the side

If this is how we think we make amends
We're in for a race that never ends
Where is it we think we'll go
What is it we think we know
It'll never change until we change ourselves

Rewind, I wanna go it again, light up the dark, halo on the side
So I'll know it will not leave me wanting, I see my heart, waving me bye-bye
Rewind, I wanna go it again, light up the dark, halo on the side
So I'll know it will not leave me wanting, like my love, kissing me good bye
Rewind, I wanna go it again, light up the dark, halo on the side