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Tormented Tranquility

A motionless mind, tired of thinking and expecting what was to be done, now has arrived at a stage where it does not have to think and expect anything. Time is a winner, or it is a looser - can’t be concluded. Silence has ruled all the everlasting moments, promises and trust. It has ruled over so flawlessly that there is not even a chance for the memories to pop-out and say ‘hey, we exist’. Silence still speaks, thousands and thousands of words all together, it speaks of what went wrong, why did we reach here and what is next… but it has ruled the minds. As I stand on the thin red line between what does tomorrow has to show and what has yesterday given me, I have no reservations made. My mind is motionless. Rolling on the ambiguity of what happened on the other side and then coming back to senses, mind traveled and took a heavenly ride… a big, gigantic ride through the silence and made me fall on face, right on the ground. And that it took me uncountable measures and screams for someone to pull me out and make me stand. But no one ever dared.

And now, as I stand and take a step ahead, I have no idea of what would be the consequences… because I know I am going to fall even harder. There is still a mountain to climb. They say it is the ‘mountain of sorrow’. Where only truth spits on your face and only reality hits you hard. And I find a empty note in my pocket, when opened said ‘Be prepared’. I look at the mountain, it is surrounded by plumes of smoke merging in the deep sky. Deep dark and ugly looking mountain of sorrow. There is no time to waste, the journey has already begun, if I halt here I may die. Now I have to keep walking and cross this mountain. Face the storm of hatred and feel the tormented tranquility. Plead for hope; pray for reasons as reality shows itself. My mind is crashed and has become motionless and my heart beat has slowed down. As I breathe, the killing silence yelling behind me trying to pull me back. I have to make my way, a way over the mountain and across.

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Death of a Martian

Its seems like a 10,000 years after I am posting anything on my blog. And during this time, I was a little too busy, sometimes very busy and sometimes - did not feel like posting anything. I dont like posting on this blog anymore. As I my posts get hardly any comments. Feels bad (ekaant mein rone jaisa). Life is life, moves on and won't have any effect even though my blog shuts.

So I am signing off. Take care love you all. Thanks for all your efforts on those (hardly any)comments

X being UX but no X with IE

Ladies and Gentlemen, guys and girls, children of all ages, as a matter of fact that you all know, you all use and you all see its face everyday, I am talking about IE 6.0; all I have to say is…. IE6 SUCKS.!!
Do spread the word, even till Microsoft if it goes, ‘IE 6.0’ is the most pathetic web-browser and a biggest mistake in mankind.
Consider this as a true voice of a UXD, a CSS designer..
If you are using IE 6.0 For heaven sake, STOP. Use IE 7 or Mozzila FF or Safari.
But don’t and don’t use IE 6.0…

SPREAD THE WORD…. & NOT THE DESEASE.

Death Magnetic

'The Day that Never comes', new song from my Metal Lords, my gods - METALLICA ! I heard the song first and it left me naive. The song when heard is completely wage, different and out-of-the-line types. But today, I watched the video of the song... and its F#@#$% AMMMMAAAZING ! METALLICA ROCKS even today, the song TDTNC hits hard, music shines in the video, truely sensational. The album is launching on 12th of September, and I dont want to miss it. To all the METALLICA's freakin rock ducks!! heres is METALLICA rocking your butts again... and got another news for ya all, Freakin maniacs have 'Unforgiven III' in this album too.... YEAAAHHH YEAAAHHH YEAAAHHH !!

I See You

Sunday, early morning, I was in dead in my dreams as it was still a midnight for me. Many of us have that tendency to dream one common dream very often. Like I see the same old dream, where I am late for an exam, it’s already 9:45 in my watch and I am still struggling to find my pad and pen and bag, and have to travel a mile for my exam center and the paper starts at 10. Every time I see this dream a strange feeling ‘freaking I am late, if I miss this paper, I am gonna be wasting a year of my life, spending it in the same class’. As I started out of the house, juggling and running the walk, listening to my brother’s comments and pretending that I dint hear anything. I start walking faster, just then, one thing running in my mind – I have to make it for this exam or I am royally-screwed man; And then I hear the sound of a heavy thing falling right besides me. I keep on looking all around the road wondering what the heck on earth was that ! I find nothing. Coming out of the dream back to reality – I was still surprised what the heck just fell? I took a look around and I see Aji who just crashed on the floor.
Aji, Mrs. Malalti Vishnu Joshi, 83, my land-lady, who’s got one leg operated 4 years back, an excellent cook, deaf till mute, was suffering with high fever when I saw her the day before. The only person I have seen who keeps on having medicines until it reacts on the pain.
The day before, I saw her taking a Crocin since she thought it would work on the fever she had, then she took another Crocin, then tried a Metacin right after some-time she had a dose of Brufen followed by her blood-pressure tablets. Until nothing worked for her, when she tried to walk down till the bathroom in morning but before reaching there, she had fainted right besides me. Coming back – I woke-up and was completely shocked, thinking what on earth should I do now! As all my roommates had gone to Pune and I was all alone; just feeling helpless wondering what’s-next. I kept my hand on her forehead, seemed she had no clue that she just had a nice slam on the floor. She opened her eyes slowly, looked at me and asked “Did I fell on the floor, did I..?”. I kept thinking for a while, it sounded just like an elephant slipped and fell right on his back, but since aji had fainted she might not have noticed it. I said “hmmm, I think you did…”. She said “What…” and I replied “You fell…”. She kept looking at me and said “Say loudly, cannot hear” and I went “Youuuu fellll on the florrrrr”. I could feel the fever she had, she was all shivering and warm. Somehow I managed to call her relatives who stayed in Mumbai. Everyone rushed, from the bread-wala, to kaam-wali bai’s, her friends, the entire building, everyone!!
She managed to talk, but the same story to almost every one who visited the house. It was like a cassette which played “I woke-up, started walking and I fell…. Bla ..” Our neighbor Mrs. Joshi, 78, who stays all alone, has a tendency to forget things. She visited our house thrice asking the same question and every time she came to know about Aji falling, she was full of surprise. Later, after the doctor’s visit, Aji was taken to hospital and got admitted, as she had injured her leg, exactly like the other leg she got injured and operated 4 years back.
I see a strong will power in Aji, she has always been prepared for anything and everything. Most important, she is not afraid of death. She has a very strong and sharp conscious mind.
Next day I visited the hospital to see her, she was admitted in the ICU ward where she was all the way yelling at the wardens and nurses, about the food & the AC. She knew about her last experience in the hospital was. I remember last time, when she was admitted in ICU and on the next bed was laying none other than Lakshmikant Berde, famous Marathi actor. And she said in my ears that - she got a chance to see his X-ray report and all she could see was black colour everywhere in it. And she started laughing loudly – ‘why do men drink so much that they cant sustain, doctor cannot see any blood in him, its all daru. Hehh hehh ehh’
She got her leg operated and now she’s back home. Still eager to watch her Marathi serials, doesn’t like to miss any, but Aji hates being in ICU ward.
I reached home after office while entering house met our neighbor Mrs. Joshi who asked me if she gave me her flat-keys. She had forgotten it. Later she was again surprised know Aji fell, got injured, got her leg operated and now she is back with complete surprise. I have given-up this time. I went asleep and dreamt the same – I was already late for my exam – it was 9:45 and my paper begins at 10.